I love the way you lie - Eminem

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

GRRRR YOU PISS ME OFF!

Stupid man at the stupid soccer game. GRRR!
Matt and his friend had to referee a game for kids of around 11 years of age.
It was pouring and the field conditionw as crap.
Some man was standing at the opposite side from the coaches, screaming at the kids, telling them to "suck it up" when they fell due to the mud or got hurt.

Matt and the refs decided to finish the game at the second half, with the permission of the coaches of both teams. That man followed us and was harrassing us.

Is a goal really worth your kid getting hurt? What the FUCK is wrong with people now a days.

U of T

Woot with Matt's infinite wisdom and aid I was able to pick my own courses for university!
Well he picked a few for me. I did the rest.

.... okay he did everything. What a life saver. I got all the courses I wanted and can't wait for frosh week! w00t

You are gay?

My brother told me he was gay and liked to wear women's clothing. I looked though his stuff for some of my gift certificates but what I found was make-up he had stolen from both me and my mother. Also my perfume and a shirt of mine, which I proceeded to discard. Sigh.

My mom pulled out a Bible and told him he was going to hell.
He told me he kissed a boy my age.
I don't know what to think.
He wanted to model his dress for me but he is acting like an asshole, the same way he always does.

I want to support him as a person but can't as my brother. The one who tried to strangle me over changing th channel and has pulled my hair and bit me.


I just can't.

Puppy/ Birthday/ Car Crash

He likes cake. Tons of it. Like on his plate.

He likes this kind of cake. For his father's bday. Made by Siobhan, Phil's girlfriend.

This is a demon desguised as a puppy. He bites, as seen in this picture maiming my hand, and pees everywhere. He is the devil.

Don't let him fool you!

Matt's dad turned 49. They got a new puppy. We all got into a car accident when some moron decided to randomly brake while driving. Moron. grrr. Matt's family (includin Miki) and I ( I could have diedddd!!!!) were in the car when we crashed. Hmph. Then Matt's dad wouldn't let my beloved drive me home so we had to take a one hour TTC ride down to mi casa. This (thankfully) only lasted one day.

The Zoo!

Cuties

I take the best pictures ever. Matt, dont deny it, you know you are wrong.

You are an indian!
Ahh! Matt is scared of the bear ( I absolutely ADORE how he can just goof off when I'm around, or just to make me smile, what a hottie)

Bunch of wild animals. With Matt. At the Zoo. We walked for about six hours straight to see the whole thing and I pet tons on stingrays and made them wet people as they zoomed by. Yeah, I cause rukus at the zoo. Boo! (MUCH better than Marineland. Bleh!)

Marineland.

Miki was going to get eaten by the whale. It came near him and opened his mouth and everything. Too bad that since Matt is such a camera whore/HOG, i was unable to take the picture and he missed it. What a surprise.

Oh no! the whale is trying to esacape! "Don't worry madam, it is not a safety concern, it will seal on it's own. Get it? Seal, because we are in Marineland? Hahaha" .....

These is a place I know in Ontario, where the sea lions kiss so the story goes, amazing shows at Friendship Cove, everyone loves Marineland!

That commercial is a LIEEEEEE!
First of all. Marineland had about... lets say 50 aquatic animals. One being and orca and like 38 being belugas. "Marineland." Pfft.

Also, they have more grass in this park than actual attracions. It would be oh look, artic cove....grass.....grasss.....grasss.....grasss.....grasss.....grasss.....kiosk...huge mountain....grasss.....deer petting.....gasss....kiosk......grasss.....ride.

They had about ten rides and 3 restaurants. How sad. Marineland lies. *single tear*

Slipped... what? That's in your spine?

Matt had a herniated disk. Hm. What? Basically it slipped out of place and now you need to put it back, otherwise you will be paralized.

I watched Matt suffer. Go to the doctor every other day, give him massages, do back exercises with him, rub cream on him, help him put pants and socks on.

And the biznatch still wanted to play soccer. Sorry, some university students are retarded.
I mean that with all the love in the world. What an idiot. I was so angry.

Hm, well not enough team players had show up for playtime. The coach of his team (which, coincidentally, is his father) and the referee struck a deal. A player from Matt's team would fall during play, thus becoming greatly harmed and unable to play. This way, the team would forfeit the game due to lack of players without having to pay the fines involved.

They agreed. Mario, Matt's bestie volunteered to pretend to be injured.
The game was about to start. The ref blew his whistle, and Mario lay on the ground. The ref blew his whistle again and walked over to Mario, where he said he could play no longer.

The other team, obviously angered said, "REF HE DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING MOVE! HOW COULD HE BE INJURED?!?"

I died of laughter. Moments like these make soccer ten times better

Babysitting

That guy in the back is HOT!

I have become Miki's, Matthew's brother, babysitter. I teach him and take him to the park and such.

It would be delightful... were I a masochist.

....
I kid, it's not too bad actually. Matt is there to help. I wish Miki was more cooperative though. When we started, he was eager to start adding numbers, now on the other hand, it is a three hour stuggle making him add 9 and 3.

I mean it. Three hours. We watched him sit at the table and pretent he did not know the answer.
He is now capable of subtracting, adding, and climbing the monkey bars.

Grad.

Let me put up a couple of grad pictures

It is important to remember I spent grad night at the hospital with my beloved for his best friend. Apparently, some nasty thing was brewing near his bum-hole. Which the doctors had to drain, thus leaving cleaning of the wound to a nurse and Matthew. What besties do for each other?

I am backk

I totally need to keep up with this blog, no matter how busy life seems. Or is. Or how many things I need to pack into every minute.

Phew. I have a few things to write about. So BEAR WITH ME :)