Comic relief

Appreciation

Perv called. She told me she read my blog (coco-cutie told her too after J.C. informed her of what I had written) and asked me why I hadn't told them what I was trully thinking. I explained about everything and she recognized that we have become distant. Then she stated that it could be reversed and we proceeded on to normal conversation.

I knew I could count on her. :)

So Perv, I really appreciate your friendship and the fact that you phoned me to make sure I was okay and such. You made me feel like you care about what I think/go through/feel so thank you for that.

Depressed

Wow. I feel so fricken emo right now. Me and my friend drifted so far apart. Perv and Coco-Cutie and me are so distant now. I kind of feel replaced, even though I probably shouldn't... right? Well, ya. Plus Michael can't be there for me because he's working everyday except weekends. Fucken life is so difficult. Ya and thanks for the people who try to comfort me even though they don't know whats wrong (#1 reader haha <3). Well ya here;

"Want to go to the movies with me?" (the guy who asked me had a littlee crush on me a while back so i didn't want to go)

No

"Why not? We're all going"

Who's we?

"Me, perv, Coco-cutie, l , vlado, tom, everyone!"

No your not lol they would have told me about it :P

of course I though that, I mean, friends are supposed to invite friends out to the movies with them right? Well, I would have invited them but it kind of seems like they didn't even want me to know about it. I don't know, maybe im overreacting again? maybe.

so then I asked perv and coco-cutie, who affirmed what the guy said. Great. Thanks for the invite Peter but I think I'm going to have to skip this one. It's so obvious that everyone wants me there?

AND to top it off, today someone asked me if I even like l. OF COURSE I like her, otherwise why would I bother going to her mom's funeral? I don't understand what is going on. I'm frustrated with life and school and Michael and my family. Greattttt. Who said the high-school years were the best years of your life?

Nice way to start the year right?

M & M -- What Michael and I do

Top Ten Weridest/Most Awkward Things I've done with Michael(in no specific order)
10- Grocery shopping for his family

9- Going to wash clothes

8- Painting my nails

7- Clean ice from snow using our feet

6- Torture kitties(mine)

5- Receiving (uhm) lectures from my mother

4- Looking into my neighbours window with binoculars.

3- That last one (number 4) was false, haha. Looking at Mr. Hairface (wtf, i know).

(Back of Michael head)
2-Watching, what was that movie, uhm... Good Luck Chuck I think? The very last part at the end, where the girl is asking the guy to eat out a stuffed animal. I guess penguins turn her on.

1-See Fernando's privato body parts (which, he seems to not understand that they should remain PRIVATE and has shown Michael and myself. Thanks.)

Jesus on fire!

Well, that was an awkward conversation which I shall not repeat. Blah. Lets just say, me, Michael, and my mother in one room. With no escape. I better invest in some windows. I only have one right now.

Anyways. Yup. I should be doing homework, but blah. And I don't have much to blog about right now so I'm going to tell you a bit more about my brother. WARNING: Do not drink anything while reading posts about him for it may induce rapid spitting/choking. You have been warned.

Lets see....hm, lets start with Jesus being on fire, shall we?

First of all, you should all know that my brother suffers from ADHD, which means he is hyper and can't focus well. Great combination right? Also, you need to know my mom is super religious. She invented Holy Week. Seriously. Anyways, moving on.

My brother loves computers, he always has. One day, he was roaming the internet looking for a new screensaver for our computer. He found this super cool fire thing. It keeps your desktop picture and lights it on fire, with crackling sounds and everything. Well, being the little boy that he is, he found this quite amusing and decided to make it our screensaver. He did not tell anyone. A couple of days later, my mother decides to change the desktop from a picture of flowers to a picture of Christ. You can see where this is going can't you? Well, we were watching tv one day when all of a sudden, we hear crackling. But what is it? Where is it coming from? We looked absolutely EVERYWHERE and could not find the crackling sound. Finally, for some reason, my mother looks at the computer screen. There is Jesus, flames spitting out of his ears and burning his hair.

"SATAAANNNN, OH MY GOD HELP US!"

Yes mother, I'm sure the devil decided to come and burn our desktop.

Needless to say, I find this quite amusing.

Layout Changes

Well, as you may have noticed, the blog's layout has been changed. It's funny how we spend all this time preparing for the holidays and how quickly they end. Fuck, that sucks. Time to get into the same old routine that will eventually lead to the end of my life. Joy. Can't wait. Whyyyyy must we endure this torture?

Routine. Routine. Routine. March Break!!!

Something to look forward to.

PS: I know you love those flowers on the header.

Happy New Year!

Time to leave 2008 behind. New start right? Well, my year is not off to a good one. My mother is super mad/upset at me, my boyfriend should be too (you should Michael, idc what you say), and I need to do about 5 projects in the next, oh, 2 days.

Yup. Life is good. If that is just the first 2 days of 2009, I wonder what other wild adventures will be thrown my way. Uh-uh, time to put on the metal shield.

The actual new years night was ok. Pretty uneventful. Good? Not really, but it was better than today and yesterday.

UPDATE: This may be my very last post. If it is, make sure the police come after my mother. (hopefully things won't be that bad but, right now, I'm pretty worried). BUT, I was really happy to see that people are reading my blog. "Yaya". Kind of made my day a bit better. Thanks for the comments!