Tatoos

(Thanks to PostSecret for the picture)

Woww... how would you even know that? Hopefully you just have very...uhm, open parents and didn't have to witness this yourself! Hm. I want a tatoo.... Kind of? A small one on my hip... a heart? butterfly?..... But I will never get one, no matter how badly I want it because I want to donate blood, and as far as I know, you can't donate blood when you have a tatoo.

That sucks...

I guess I'll settle for getting my bellybutton pierced :)

Fun Relationships

Things that do not mean the same thing for both parties of a relationship:

•I'm fine.
•I don't care, do whatever you want
•Let's snuggle.
•You're so big.

Thank you mother nature?

Not really. I hate being on my period. Whats the point? Kay kay I understand that it's good for my future kids and such but whatever. Ugh. Stupid pads. Stupid period..

So I bought some new jeans...

And wore them to my boyfriends house...

and my stupid period leaked onto my new jeans

shittttttttt

ya fun times.

The ex

nce upon a time there was this sweet guy who promised to always be there for his once-then girlfriend, no matter what.

That guy is my current boyfriend, Matt... that girl is his ex-girlfriend.

Who wants him back and constantly texts him and tells him how much she misses him and how much she wants to see him...

Excuse me while I gag. Anyways, it really bothers me how shes so... there... in his life? I don't know? It's not the fact that she's his ex... it's just all the shit she put him through and he just brushes it off... he doesn't respond to her needy texts (which I appreciate) but she still doesn't get the hint...

UGH UGH UGH! Come on! I wish he would just cut her out of his life. But I also don't because he DID make a promise... blah

BUT this was all before he changed his relationship status on facebook... which she saw (GOOD)...

Yessss! Now she knows he belongs to someone else... Luckily it's me...I'm glad he's mine... really happy actually...


I wonder what will happen now?

Bring on the summer

Yup yup! Summer school is finito! Got into that class, took a whole new course, and ended up with an 86... not too bad! Now all I have to do this summer is get a tan and waste away on the beach.... ahhh summer is awesome... if only it wasn't raining so much!

I actually love the rain... just not the fact that it poofs up my hair and end up making my make-up look like it was smeared on by my little brother... yum yum delicious!

So instead of looking like this....

I would look something like this...

But with worse make-up.... God must be punishing me with rain for being so vain.

I'll make you want so say Jai Ho!

You are the reason that I breathe
You are the reason that I still believe
You are my destiny
Jai Ho!

Jai Ho= may victory be yours.

Anyways, ya okay, whats up? having a good summer? off to vacation somewhere sunny where all the people are half naked all the time and alcohol is begging to be drunk? a place where skimpy bathing suits is dress code because of all the heat? ya? sounds nice.

Meanwhile the rest of us are being left out here to get poured on... so even if there was no strike and the pools were open, we would all have to suffer from the thunderstorms we have every 2 days...

PLEASE GOD send us some sun...

It's not "Summer Lovin' " without the summer!

PS: You know you have to be an awesome man when you can get away with randomly bursting into song without your macho friends saying anything.... in fact... they join in! Kickass!

PSS: "ya she was good... you know what I mean" John Travolta & Olivia Newton= kinks!

"You have a wicked bumper"

So just to explain where the Matt guy came from... since I haven't blogged about him due to current circumstances.... I met him at my friends birthday thing...we went bowling and then started talking like everyday... then he started turoring me in physics... and then we started dating.... sounds like a normal relationship right?

Well it is... so why is there are a lot of people who have problems with us being together?

Mother: She strongly dislikes Matthew...He is in university and in her opinion, too old for me... she thinks he's trying to coerce me into having sex with him... because no one would want anything else from me right? thanks mom! Also, she is in love with my ex-boyfriend, Michael, and thinks I'm an idiot for dumping him.... meh also, he has no clue I have a new boyfriend.... I don't want to break it to him because he's still in love with me... agh poor guy <3

Friends: I know this shouldn't be a category BUT, for some strange reason, it is. The friend who's birthday I met his gorgeous ass at was practically in love with him... or really liked him for six months.. BUT that is until I hooked her up with her current boyfriend, the "love of her life"... but that got solved by asking her permission to date him, getting shunned by her family for a month and then, finally, becoming friends again....Other friends insist they "like me and michael more that me and matt".... when I asked why they said "Michael is nicer...." although they have never met Matt and then choose to talk behind my back about how it looks like I cheated and how he's only around because he wants to have sex with me...they clearly need to get out more often! OR at least bother to meet him before they make assumptions.... for the record... i would never even consider cheating and they should know that but... whatevs!

Neighbour: ya what the FUCK do these people want? One even had the balls to follow us down the street and push Matt... twice!... buddy was I pissed... that guy is cut off from my life until he gives me a fucking apology and one to Matt.... whatevs. I don't care...people who act like that should be shot...

YUPPP.... so those are just some of the problems people have with us being together... the problems that they don't have a reason for having...meh whatevs! I am DONE pleasing people! This relationship is a step towards reinventing myself as a strong-willed individual... I am going to do what makes me happy no matter what people think...

(8) The old me is dead and gone.... dead and gone..(8)

Chat me up :)

I LOVE this site...Omegle is a chat site that links you up to random strangers worldwide...

These are some of my latest chats:

You: hey sexy
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: m or f
You: whatever you want me to be
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

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*Stranger: yooy
You: hey
Stranger: sup
You: nm u?
Stranger: just bored
Stranger: chillin with some tunes
You: nice nice
Stranger: where u at then?
You: alaska
Stranger: cold ?
You: extremly
Stranger: is it cold all yr round
Stranger: how do u deal with that ?
You: whale blubber
Stranger: lol
Stranger: eat it or wear it ?
You: both
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You: hi
Stranger: hey r u a horny girl with pics?
You: horny guy with pics
You: :)
Stranger: yah
You: thats me :)
Stranger: can i see a pic
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

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Ahahaha... You try it :) Just when you're bored and have nothing to do....Omegle!

Summer begins!

Exactly one more week until my summer finally begins!

Oh my God. I will be done with my exam and ready to go tan!

And camp with my friends!

(and possible skinny dip? while camping? something that seems fun to do ahahaha... but I have been warned about water snakes! Yikessss!! I shall update on this camping idea soon <3

So bring on the chemistry exam so I can ace it and get out of that class!

Oh? that sucks.

MIDNIGHT SCREENING! Of Harry Potter and the half blood prince.

I don't think I have mentioned this before but I adore J. K. Rowling and her famous wizards! I grew up watching them enchant the world. I had all the toys and even a Harry Potter shirt... ya ya I'm cool. It was a purple Harry Potter shirt! It's okay... I know you're jealous <3...

Anyways, Matt asked me to go with him... and then the day of the screening..."it slipped his mind".... I know it wasn't as important to him, but didn't he see how important it is to me? mh... or maybe he didn't get tickets?

That's understandable...
Point is, I was very disappointed to not see Tom Felton (aka Draco Malfoy).... welll, I won't ruin the movie... I guess you shall have to go watch it yourself!

(just like me..gahhhh!!! whatevs)

UPDATE: Mhh... so me and my mother went to go watch the film... doesn't do the book justice! But it's okay I suppose....meh... ahaha she first asked me if I had gone and when I said no she picked up her purse.. "Let's go! I know how much you love this"... "noo mom it's okay...".... *glare* "we're watching that movie... get ready, let's go!"

What does that mean?

Kay.. so today I had to make an exciting visit to the store.

To purchase batteries... what could be so interesting about that...

Well. SOO here's the story... I was looking choosing which batteries to buy for my camera...double A is what I needed...

The brand... was Duracel. I was looking at the batteries when I noticed little numbers beside the AA sign... and wondered what kind of batteries my camera needed... double A 6 or double A 8...

that's when I noticed the number indicates how many batteries are in a package...

Blonde moment much?

*poof*

Yes I know it feels as if I've disappeared...But I haven't, not really!

Just so many complications in my life at the moment...

First there is my dysfunctional relationship with my ex boyfriend. Who is now x miles away for two months. In Guatemalaland. Mhm. So I guess I don't have to worry much about him for a while.

Secondly, there is the state of my friendships. Currently, all my closest friends are male because some of my female friends have unexpectedly, and without reason, decided to stop interacting with me. It's okay though. Better have a small circle of close friends than a huge load of shitty ones.

Thirdly, my family, as you all know, is crazy. Enough said.

I can't wait until I turn 19! Baileys anyone?

"I do not even like your face"

Read this "HATE letter". This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES"

(for those slow ones that didn't get it like I didn't at first... 1,3,5,7 etc etc)

He is so deadly... right?

Everyone has favourite movies. Mine include Moulin Rouge, the Titanic, Chicago, etc etc. But this post isn't about those movies. It's about a very great actor, Ewan Mcgregor (known as former future husband), who is one of the main characters in Moulin Rouge... (kay it's kind of about THAT movie). Moulin Rouge is a movie about love overcoming all obstacles. Satine, played by Nicole Kidman, is a woman who sells her love to men and who unexpectedly falls for Christian, played by Ewan Mcgregor.

Now, I think Mr. Mcgregor looks gorgeous in this movie. Deadly even. I knighted him as "Future husband" and looked him up on the internet...

Only to find out that this great man...my Christian, is also none other than...

Obi-Wan Kenobi.... FML! After being forced to watch Star Wars millions billions of times, I think I'm out to hunt new candidates for the future husband position.

This is one obstacle that love can't overcome.

(Well love can overcome anything, but I guess it just wasn't meant to be ahaha)